my precious, baby haikal

Its been 7 months..haikal's growing fast..he's already crawling, will grab anything that comes across him, he nearly wanted to eat ants on the floor..hehe..that's my baby..baby haikal..

After 6 months of marriage, we decided to have a baby. I know family planning is not appropiate, especially when this is your first child, but still we thought that we weren't ready mentally, physically and financially..hehe..but after we came back from melbourne.we decided to have our first child..;-)

I remember the 1st time went for scanning at the clinic. The doc was kind of serious looking and nampak macam orang kuat masjid..hehe..i told him that i did not have my period for a month so he did the pregnancy test..then....the serious part came up..He started to ask me all these questions in one blow.How old are you? are you married? where's your husband?. I was shocked, but answered slowly, i'm 23, married and my husband is waiting outside..then only...he smiled and said," congratulations, you're pregnant 3 weeks and expected to deliver 24th march 2008".. mentang-mentangla i pakai t-shirt and seluar trek jer..pakai tudung pun sepah2, he thought i was in high school...nak je aku cakap..buta ke doc nie..?

i had mixed feelings.Excited??definitely, scared??totally..... my hubby? totally excited..he hugged me and thanked me again and again. We didn't know where to start..we were very happy and very grateful .There were happy tears falling when we announced to our parents about their coming grandchild.
After that moment, our lives changed.Iinitially, i was cool, did not have any symptoms..so i thought it was okla...dengan bangga giler said to my mates, i'm fine. But slightly after that...ambiikkk...i had 3 dreadful months of morning sickness. i couldn't do anything, i was lying on the bed all day!.i couldn't eat, drink nor couldn't sleep. i was dehydrated and had to be admitted at the hospital for 2 days.

I told to myself...this is the feeling..this is how you feel when you get pregnant.. NOW i clearly understand the meaning of syurga di telapak kaki ibu, they have sacrificed a lot, even from the beginning..i told ibu what i was going through.She told me to be patient and always remember GOD. Do not regret anything and just go through it like everyone else,.luckily, my hubby was very understanding..he handled me with good care.he was so understanding at patient..i couldn't go through it without support from them, my hubby, my families..

Thank you abang, for always being their for me....

Its a boy!!

24 MArch 2008

8.00 am, i placed my hand on my tummy,saying to myself, baby tak nak tengok mama ke?..i was puzzled..it was 24th MArch, my expected due date..but yet..my baby is still in side...Doc. Seri my gynae said at my previous session which was a week before, it's ok if the baby still doesn't want to come out.we'll give him a week or two and see what happens...

27 March 2008

i had cramps on my tummy. i felt like my skin being torn due to "ketegangan". i thought i had contraction..couldn't stand it, so we rushed to PCMC. Doc checked, baby ok, water bed ok...but no sign of contraction..False alarm!.No sign of contraction? i asked Doc. she said, normally the machine will detect whether the contraction is high or low, but in this case, none..sob..sob...

so, we went back home..


30 March 2008
6 pm, we were at Ampang point doing some window shopping, suddenly i felt like liquid coming out..i felt like its time...we went back, had a shower, packed my things n some snacks and went to the hospital, still doc said, your serviks hasn't opened yet..but the doc told us to stay for the night...



31 March 2008 4.30 pm

i tried to sleep, but can't.i had stomach ache. went to the toilet several times, then, i had this terrible back ache, and my stomach was giving me a hard time.i woke up my hubby called the nurse, and went straight to the labour room..i decided to go for induce.. Once the medication was put in, i felt my stomach aching and my back aching very, very badly.i gripped hubby's hand very tight every time the machine show's contraction. i inhaled the gas deeply to distract the contraction..mak was inside..she asked me to selawat and remember GOd..don't ever shout, the contraction went continously for 10 hours....then.....at 3pm sharp...uwekk..weukk!! my baby boy was safely delivered...Finally...its over...i get to see my precious baby...muhammad dainal haikal.
He weighs 3.75kg. the larget baby at PCMC at that time..hehhehe..


Now...he's 7 months old....and still growing...mama and papa love you soo much...