my precious, baby haikal

Its been 7 months..haikal's growing fast..he's already crawling, will grab anything that comes across him, he nearly wanted to eat ants on the floor..hehe..that's my baby..baby haikal..

After 6 months of marriage, we decided to have a baby. I know family planning is not appropiate, especially when this is your first child, but still we thought that we weren't ready mentally, physically and financially..hehe..but after we came back from melbourne.we decided to have our first child..;-)

I remember the 1st time went for scanning at the clinic. The doc was kind of serious looking and nampak macam orang kuat masjid..hehe..i told him that i did not have my period for a month so he did the pregnancy test..then....the serious part came up..He started to ask me all these questions in one blow.How old are you? are you married? where's your husband?. I was shocked, but answered slowly, i'm 23, married and my husband is waiting outside..then only...he smiled and said," congratulations, you're pregnant 3 weeks and expected to deliver 24th march 2008".. mentang-mentangla i pakai t-shirt and seluar trek jer..pakai tudung pun sepah2, he thought i was in high school...nak je aku cakap..buta ke doc nie..?

i had mixed feelings.Excited??definitely, scared??totally..... my hubby? totally excited..he hugged me and thanked me again and again. We didn't know where to start..we were very happy and very grateful .There were happy tears falling when we announced to our parents about their coming grandchild.
After that moment, our lives changed.Iinitially, i was cool, did not have any symptoms..so i thought it was okla...dengan bangga giler said to my mates, i'm fine. But slightly after that...ambiikkk...i had 3 dreadful months of morning sickness. i couldn't do anything, i was lying on the bed all day!.i couldn't eat, drink nor couldn't sleep. i was dehydrated and had to be admitted at the hospital for 2 days.

I told to myself...this is the feeling..this is how you feel when you get pregnant.. NOW i clearly understand the meaning of syurga di telapak kaki ibu, they have sacrificed a lot, even from the beginning..i told ibu what i was going through.She told me to be patient and always remember GOD. Do not regret anything and just go through it like everyone else,.luckily, my hubby was very understanding..he handled me with good care.he was so understanding at patient..i couldn't go through it without support from them, my hubby, my families..

Thank you abang, for always being their for me....